What I was thinking when Tom got the phonecall ...

I was aware, I wasn't as dumb as he thought. I knew Tom was having an affair, it was so obvious  due to the constant phone calls, during dinner or just simply throughout the day. He didnt love me like he said he did. When I had our child, Pammy, he was never around, but I didn't mind because I still got to live a luxurious life. I cheated on Tom with Gatsby because he gave me the love that tom did not. But, i could never leave Tom, I liked the idea of all the money, power, and all the benefits that came with it. With all of the luxurious perks I could deal with all of the cheating scandals.  I also made sure my girl daughter would be just like me, a fool. I have always prayed that she'd be a fool just like me. I always showed her off just like an object because she needed to be shown off. She needed to learn to be just like me, she needed to learn that being an object was okay and that a luxurious life style was better than a perfect marriage.